I Love You To The Moon and Back

Ai,

one year ago on the same date, I was thinking to myself about how lucky I was because I finally have you.. and today on the same date one year later, I know that how lucky I am because I'm still having you.. 

and I'm hoping I still will always be the lucky person to have you forever and ever..

thank you for walking that extra mile, for always giving more even when your best is not enough and for always standing here beside me all the way.. thank you for everything.. thank you, baby.. 

and this is one of my writings.. for you.. the alarm of mine to remind me that one year ago before today I have found someone who really saw me.. who really made my life that fell apart raised a brand new start and begin again..

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How long will I be thanking you?
Forever will never enough,
Like a rainbow comes after rain, seven colors are never enough..


How much will I be thanking you?
A million will never enough,
Like my best friends wishing me on 31st on March, once is never enough..

There's something that make you so special, I don't really know what it is but..

me and you, we just close for few months and you succeeded to make me said "I do" in a very short time..

and don't you know that, so many people tried the same thing that you did? and they failed..

they failed..

And that is how the story begin..



For those leggos that we both created, a flying robot with huge wings, and for your laughing out loud after someone got it destroyed..
For those six strings that you well managed and sang with me until I got tired and fell asleep,
For that natural ability to bond yourself with that amazing stuff with lenses and capture button, took picture of me or anything perfectly..
For the cute movies you introduced me, for your silly act played a stupid girl's laugh when she was gathering and joking with her friends..
For the blue and yellow fishes, they swam back and forth inside your glass rectangle tank that you rarely cleaned it up..
For the first strawberry and chocolate ice cream you bought me and it was making me jumping up and down excitedly..
For all the beautiful simple things you did to me,
I love you to the moon and back..

I remember,
How you'd always listened to me, to my same grievances everyday, same old stories again and again..
How you did not even  mind to came to my house in the middle of the night when I needed a friend indeed, even though I knew you should not be like that to somebody that you just knew already.. but you did..
How I suddenly ran to you when I was afraid of butterfly although there were some people there that I could counted on to..
And how your face turned bashful everytime I teased you with my deadly flattery..
For all the sweetest things you did to me,
I love you to the moon and back..



I realized,
How I could feel some feeling much better to you than to other persons when I first met with them..
You just got something inside you, I don't know what it is, but it is, that's all I ever needed..



Maybe you can never planned to whom you will fall in love..
But you can always make some efforts to make someone loves you..
And you know that I was not.. it just happened..
Like a morning sunrise comes through your window.. wake you up..
Like a miracle that drives you to start your brand new life, new hopes, new dreams..
Like God destined you to walk on my path..
You're my morning sunrise.. You woke me up, opened my eyes just like made me realize that happiness was really exist right in front of my eyes..
For all the mercy that God gave me through your existence,
I love you to the moon and back..




I remember,
When the first time your amazing eyes were looking into mine, they were like a labyrinth that forced me to find out what it was at the end of the winding road..
When the first time you talked to me, as if a half of my world disappeared and you made the other half a wonderful place to live and I'd never wanna leave..
When the first time you smiled at me, I wish I could make the time stands still and freeze that moment..
You touched my soul, as I see my bright future is spreading right through your shining eyes..
Your hands took me higher, just more than I always dreamed of..
For all the great things that happened between me and you,
I love you to the moon and back..


I'm thanking you,
For always there through my hardest day,
For seeing and saving me when I'm dying and when I don't care even though tomorrow I'm going to overtaken by a death..
For treating this pathetic young lady as a precious one..
For understanding my childish soul, the very worst part of me, my wild world..
For all the dangerous things you did to me,
I love you to the moon and back..




You're a lightning bug,
Flying through my dark grey bedroom at night,
Infiltrating to my sweetest dream while I'm sleeping,
Fulfill it's need of some points of light..

You're a lightning bug,
Enlivening my summer night with the sound of crickets and cicadas merrily..

Sleeping soundly with me under my blanket on a rainy night,  like it was a tent with a million tiny lit lantern..

Surrounding me while I'm soaring on my winter night from the snowy hills to the lowland.. Like I was a flying fairy on a dreamland..
You kiss my flowers on my spring night..
And you're such a miracle on my autumn leaves that  fall from branches of trees at night..
For all the magical things you did to me,
I love you to the moon and back..

How will I thank you?
For Hyde, his friends and his Hitomi no Jyuunin,
For the sweet face of Mikako Tabe and well done, you said that she looks like me,
For Bad English and their phenomenon When I See You Smile,
For the Dream House movie and  the following movies we had watched and the movies we're gonna watch,
For holding my hand when I feel cold and chill and everytime I need some comfort,
For your neverending hug when I'm intricating,
For your tenderness everytime I'm squawking a lot,
For your -never ever complaining- and -always say yes- to my weird and whimsical requests,
For remembering all the little things in me..
For being my lightning bug,
For everything
and anything..
?

For loving me to the moon and back..

I love you

 

             To the moon and back..