my Saturday night..

wew, its not really easy knowing that he lives really so far away.. but maybe more I know that i don't really need to dispute about it (again).. :D
but always, there's something missing inside knowing that I have somebody who really loves me but he's not here.. but I've been accustomed!
I lived far from my family since I was in senior high school. I've been tough myself not to worry when I have to face all the things, even good or bad. alone!
it's not something that i want to be. but I know, it gonna give me something that precious for life.
this is my next saturday night that i have to be.. alone.. haaha.. okey maybe not really alone. hilda's here.. :D.. with an accoustic band in front of us that ready to show up on the stage.. and hey! they will bring my favorit song. I will be from avril lavigne!!
not too bad I guess.. gonna pass this saturday night alone with a lot of smile. for the next saturday night, i guess, its gonna be with you.. :)